actualization

Its 24 of September, the day couldn't be any better, my niece turned 1 our little bundle of joy first step on earth. its my last month at 25, i know very well i am stepping into my own new path. my late twenties, i never thought i would get to the time my apprehension turned into enlightenment, doesn't life crown those who bend to the laws laid down. so we think, my niece will be subjected to terrors of the world like she never experienced, lucky she landed on it at a time when we all know when everything south actually mean- all is going the wrong way.

but i am happy, grumpy but happy no one- i mean nobody can and will take away my new found happiness, i want to exploit my talents, establish new friendships, head out east while facing north, ask about the south contemplating on how it would actually feel to be on the east, quietly sipping on my chilled drink.

I never knew it would come to the time at my late twenties,caught between a rock and a very hard place,i never thought i would have the tools to drill through the rock, or patience to wait for the worse to pass. make the best out of my un-pleasant situation. we know when to move but sometimes its important to listen to those who give us signals without their knowing; so yet again i come to my decision of saying goodbye to my comfort zone. between that rock and hard place i un wittingly placed myself, i can drill right through it, whether facing east or west.........i can do it.

time was my master, i take it right back, i will be what i was determined to be a master of self a slave to life.

I will walk out of my situation now, yes i will all my in inadequacies, i am leaving them right where they found me.

wish me luck.....

Fare well

.After a long time away from my blog today i come back to visit and say good bye to my dear friend Shem Mwabe whom i learnt of his death from a school mate and new found friend.

he was a cool guy quite and reserved always smiling and never lost touch with self i think he was a good friend to many who knew him and he surely will be missed..

we all loose people in our lives through tragic accidents and other ways out of our control. i salute all those who left they are in a better place.

Fare well to the comrade.