that interview

Friday morning i wake up early but not leaving bed, trying hard to push my eyelids oooh no i just can ti cant stand the light of a new day- break, i wake up after 1 hour give and give another, clean up lazily that was after trying to get out of bed, take my honey mix wit some hot water, mmmmh this suckss run out get into a p.s.v get to work just in time to start my favorite day friday. im happy tommorow will be saturday and i will be free as a birdy, time goes so slow when doing nothing. helter skelter tick tock the cleaner and the watch, the cloud seamed like mad men tossing their clothes around. get a life dear i think! read this read that laugh out loud animatedly pick up my phone respond to a client, ask silly question get rude answer, laugh about it and move on with life.
its almost time to leave the office this place i call home away from my comfort zone.
time comes email get sent i recieve it and as for every communication there must be a response
i do obey the basic rules and make a detailed resume sent it out and forgot about that for a short duriation, run out again and get to my colege. get into the lift and the phone rings, you are invited to an interview tomorow morning at ten says a rather un welcoming lady like voice mmmhhhhhh

the change

well time flies so fast when you are contemplating of moving and making some serious changes in your life, people disappear slowly from your eyes from your mind and from you life eventually, all this takes time and little effort, people feel unworhty or more worth able to fly over to new heights.

we get worse or better of and prefer to change our circle of friend and thus leading to a vicious cycle yeah it is a cycle from all the circles you go breaking and making trying to get the perfect friends and statue.

im sick and tied of all this cycles and circles they make my bowels turn and leave a bad taste very bad taste.

but we gotta move on life is it we have to deal with it.

its all out but not quite..................

moments past slow like the wind but not in motion air, i feel it going growing through my veins nostrils and into my lungs i exhale ummmmpppphhhh. i gasp for more air deeper i inhale my rib cage expands my lungs deflate waiting for a nice supply of fresh crisp oxygen my blood streaming my heart pumping my pulse raising my sweat dripping my body shivers and ooooooh i feel the warmth the touch caress, in an instant im trans located to ecstasy this feeling taking over me greater than i have my mind to control it, its tantalizing yet painful strong the pure but soft essense kissing my nose arousing every bit of my brains,

its beautiful to be is graceful to live its even more profound to love and be loved to
share in the little joys of life what you know and what you dont trying to discover each and self through the pain and the anger the elements of the universe respect love fear, to make an understanding of our being in the haste of time and counsel of years
we make and break shake and strengthen bonds and unions to keep or to dissolve what little things in life we know or don't.

what an awesome opportunity we have regardless of the mixture of weary and stubborn
ideology or personalities we strive to maintain or to compromise time and space friendship and ignorance of religions creed color or ethenicity,

it still is a beautiful world my heart spoken out but my brain staying vigil

lets meet on

that little.............

i come to the point in life where the word loan is quite interesting , cant wait to get a loan or rather apply for one just maybe get it, but what are the odds of a guy whose been working for only 8 months getting a loan considering that creature called a ripple aaarrrgh i am fumbled by the word it self, its hard to save up enough money to buy a tooth brush not literally but you can get the pic? can you?

i am going to cast my luck and see the chances of getting turned down just like what happened after i applied for a credit card ha? that was ridiculous cant even remember i live and work in Kenya Africa, where empowerment of young dynamic individuals is considered just not right. and we ask ourselves why we are not progressing daaaaa...

since i am not one to be turned off i will try out for the loan and regardless what the say regarding my Credit history ha.....i will triumph in my own pathetic situation and just walk away in silence with thoughts rushing through my mind on what other Bank. but shoot the stupid credit history, just like the police if the don't find any thing incriminating the will get something , if it doesn't fit don't acquit, God help us we are all in a rat us those still in our youth and unknown

but not for looonggg