Its crunch time

Today was that day i woke up feeling like its all going down, literally, everything taking a turn for the worst, fortunately it all went well, i woke up late due to my sleeping disorder-which i may or may not have induced-but i am working on a way to get out of it, I slept at 11 30, correction i got to bed at 11 30 slept some minutes past one Am, forgot to put on my pjays-dnt got none, i usually wear my khakis, yes they are better than my usual boxer short. Its been very cold of late, the weather has moved from bad to frost...i can no longer enjoy the luxury of sleeping lightly, i have to pile up my blankets, you all know what the cold season tags along, Flu, Flu and more Flu. I decide to quit my Job five months ago,now can sleep past 6 Am waking up at 9 or 10 to jump start my business, i am not scared much now, maybe little due to the bills that keep pilling. i have been trying to set up my company and keep it moving, i have reserved one of my prospective names,hoping everything moves as planned i will be the budding C.E.O of yet another company in Africa giving another 1 Billion reasons to smile. My bills have reached an all time high, being one month in rent areas going to two, half paid electricity bills, chronic problem, i need to work on that, for the better part of the month i have been without water, i learned a dear lesson! water is life, water rules everything, But money can cause all sorts of problems with or without. Slowly but steady my side hustle is raising, i have initiated a viral campaign program to make sure we sell the products to as many people, Today i made three sales. i am quite happy, hopefully i can keep up the trend. My company, having its core business in Interior design, Event Planning, Housing renovation has the opportunity to quote for a new project, the company which i introduced myself to has offered me a door of utilizing my marketing skills, i am a born marketer i hope i also have the required Management skills, leadership is not an easy task, people "me in mind" have divergent personalities, some easy to handle others almost impossible. I am hoping for the best, 2012 might be a gloomy year for the Economy, our Inflation levels are high but we are a hopeful country, Politicians might be egotistical, chauvinist, uncultured but we still keep moving, we are driven to survive and that we shall. Good tidings to all as we travel through time.

actualization

Its 24 of September, the day couldn't be any better, my niece turned 1 our little bundle of joy first step on earth. its my last month at 25, i know very well i am stepping into my own new path. my late twenties, i never thought i would get to the time my apprehension turned into enlightenment, doesn't life crown those who bend to the laws laid down. so we think, my niece will be subjected to terrors of the world like she never experienced, lucky she landed on it at a time when we all know when everything south actually mean- all is going the wrong way.

but i am happy, grumpy but happy no one- i mean nobody can and will take away my new found happiness, i want to exploit my talents, establish new friendships, head out east while facing north, ask about the south contemplating on how it would actually feel to be on the east, quietly sipping on my chilled drink.

I never knew it would come to the time at my late twenties,caught between a rock and a very hard place,i never thought i would have the tools to drill through the rock, or patience to wait for the worse to pass. make the best out of my un-pleasant situation. we know when to move but sometimes its important to listen to those who give us signals without their knowing; so yet again i come to my decision of saying goodbye to my comfort zone. between that rock and hard place i un wittingly placed myself, i can drill right through it, whether facing east or west.........i can do it.

time was my master, i take it right back, i will be what i was determined to be a master of self a slave to life.

I will walk out of my situation now, yes i will all my in inadequacies, i am leaving them right where they found me.

wish me luck.....

Fare well

.After a long time away from my blog today i come back to visit and say good bye to my dear friend Shem Mwabe whom i learnt of his death from a school mate and new found friend.

he was a cool guy quite and reserved always smiling and never lost touch with self i think he was a good friend to many who knew him and he surely will be missed..

we all loose people in our lives through tragic accidents and other ways out of our control. i salute all those who left they are in a better place.

Fare well to the comrade.

my new venture

i have my own business up and running and lord am i excited about the whole issue

started the enterprise in August while on live and was way excited about it, the sales were overwhelming, every one was excited about the shop and the compliments un ending.

i knew everything would be well, i had invested my all in it and took all the risk more than any entrepreneur should and i thank my impulsiveness for that

it has been two months and a week and i have carried on all the ever mentioned barriers of sole proprietorships, from poor sales to bad publicity, broken merchandise to under selling of the products

i am not at any one moment discouraged though i always see myself excelling at my new venture it pains me not to be there to nurture it and see it grow.

how can i claim for credit when i have some one else raising my infant.

i believe it will all come to light that i have a great mind and if i put my thoughts to action i will succeed.

God only knows where i am headed to, but if my foreboding is anything to go with i am

a force to reckon with.

lets all put our thoughts to action and stay positive amidst of the trials and tribulations of life.

it will always be a world created from our thoughts interaction and mostly the people we decide to include in the journey that makes this life worth every cent=.

रेस्पेक्ट

I had a shocking email from an individual who claimed to know what personal life should be about. pointing out my moral values were eroded and did not have a clear understanding on life. talk about someone who disrespects who we are as individuals
we have a right to write down our thoughts and share. the many people who have gone through alot in life not knowing if they are the only ones in that perpetual muddle as it seems.

lets all endeavor to respect other peoples opinion and thoughts just because someones life is not consistent with yours does not mean you have a better life or you are living the life the "right" way.

i respect you who read my blog and hope you respect my thoughts regardless of how personal they may seem.

kind regards

i cant wake up or sleep

i am having issues with my sleeping habits mmmh i cannot initiate myself to a nice session of deep slumber just for eight hours instead i stay in bed doing nothing in particular....i wish i was at-least grabbing tight on someone but no, i am gnashing my teeth due to the unforgiving weather it quite chilly up here dammmmnnnnnnn.
waking up becomes another task, brrrrrinnnnnnggggggggg the fone goes its 5 30 already shieeeeeeeeettttt. but i promise you there aint no point of having that thi ng coz i always snooze and go right back to my cozy position, my hands between ma legs and my brain off to some Caribbean island, ooooh those beautiful with a sole intention of hurting me aaarghhh..briiinggggg there goes the damn alarm again but this time i see the sun arghhh its already 6:30 damn there goes my time to make some coffee and eat. i need to figure out some tactic either on sleeping or waking up, i cannot juggle this two godamn balls i have so much going on in my life already......anyone with a suggestion?
lets see what happens on the first week of April because March mmmmhh this tanker sailed away the minute it initiated....

i cant

i realized i am so fucking bored by my job right now but i really need it i swear i fuckin need it. but this blooging thing suckkkkssssss not all the time coz all i do is follow a couple of guys who blog consistently and laugh at there silly comments on life and realize i got it good, and i should try alittle hard to make it even better
ok i wil sign off from here
halllaaa